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I have not blogged for ages. I am sick of forcing myself to work with wood. If I were to be doing just what I want at the moment, I would not even be thinking of wood. I would be sitting in a nice place reading, or at my desk at home coding. Instead I’m at school trying to understand why I used to really want to do this wood thing; I’ve a seminar to give tomorrow, and I have nothing to say. If I’m to be honest, I’ll say that I don’t want to be here. I’m not depressed, I still see that I like wood, but I get up in the morning (or have done for the last two weeks) and don’t want to come in. So I haven’t.